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Sinking Down Into The Lake

by infinity meter

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1.
Tired 03:04
I try to add how I think of myself To expectations of love But that's not going so well I paint a picture where I'm just not enough And when things get too tough I tend to just give up Tired of giving up Tired of giving up I can't see another way to get me out If you know what to say I'd love to try and hear you out Tired of giving up Tired of giving up
2.
I really need to move my chair up Its fucking high tide I really feel the need to tear up And start from inside You become what you weren’t And I hear it just starts real slow You realize yourself And wonder what happened years ago I’m just sinking down Sinking down into the lake As the water surrounds, I can feel myself take up space I can’t believe what I see when I look into the water and nothing looks back I can’t unsee what I didn’t, tried a little bit and my brain waves crash
3.
Go ahead and float him my way You speak for him and tellem to say I’ll follow him where ever he goes And just to trust him on an impulse Impulse impulse, what’s it take for me to get simple Insult insult, all it takes for me to get injured Take from me, take from me, I don’t what I used to be Look at me, you gotta see, some clues how I used to be It doesn’t really matter how I can feel there’s plenty situations that feel real Take from me, take from me, I don’t what I used to be Look at me, you gotta see, some clues how I used to be
4.
Boundered 02:39
Its hard to set boundaries when you’re always around me Im losing myself inside but I look happy I’m just a normal guy but then there’s you and I There’s you and I Look in my eyes Im feeling something Every day For you and I Growing pains, up near my brain I start to hear your voice again, like im insane These crashing waves, they’re all the same, They come into my life again, why should I stay I try to set boundaries, you tear them down around me You’re using my little mind to make you happy I’m not that fucking dumb, I hope you’re having fun Throwing shade, up in your face You start to hear my voice for once, and that’s insane These crashing waves, they’re all the same, They come into my life again, why should I stay Growing pains, up near my brain I start to hear your voice again, like im insane These crashing waves, they’re all the same, They come into my life again, why should I stay
5.
Looking up through the ice, it looks alright My blood is cold, and my veins are too tight I’m wide awake but paralyzed I imagine situations, where I feel alright I know its coming I feel it coming But I can’t wait for that I’ll just do drugs or something Its a hard hard feeling When you keep repeating The same ways that you’re dealing I’ll just do drugs or something Did I have a good day Its hard to say It all looks the same When everything’s grey I’m alive but unwell And suffice to say It’s impossible to tell, What’s a good day? Its a hard hard feeling When you keep repeating The same ways that you’re dealing I’ll just do drugs or something
6.
Dead Weight 02:56
Too few of my moments Feel right without adding A little something on top I tend to do that a lot And I think about my time lost Too loose with the Substance Couldn’t find my way with a Compass I Feel like, every where I’m stumbling seems like, a whole lot of nothing b Dead weight, I'm feeling great I can’t escape, I can’t escape I can’t remember When I felt full of energy It makes me feel like everything is slipping out from under me I can’t tell where I’m going, can’t tell if I'm growing, the vibe is unknowing Doesn’t seem like I’m floating, I'm sinking without knowing Dead weight, I'm feeling great I can’t escape, I can’t escape
7.
Haha 03:22
I’m right there but I don’t care I wanna disappear from the thin air I really wish I could figure it out But It seems my brain don’t stop when I’m bottoming out I’m sick of hating myself but to heal I feel doubt I wanna hear myself but I muted my sound I wanna find myself but I’ve felt all around If it doesn’t slow down I’ll fill a hole in the ground Haha, I’m fine tho my feelings aint reliable It’s almost like I can’t Depend on who I am There’s bricks on my chest and I’m feeling unrest One moment I’m fine I dont know about the next The feeling changes all the time it never quite sets I’m feeling overwhelmed, I’m stuck in my head I’m messed up again and again, when does it end These tears in my brain feel impossible to mend I fight with my feelings, to infinity they tend Can I tell someone, well it depends Haha, I’m fine tho my feelings aint reliable It’s almost like I can’t Depend on who I am
8.
When I move my mouth and the bubbles come out I feel reminded of what life’s about I’ll be wasting my time feeling helpless I’d be wasting my time chasing excess This is fine I’m alive couldnt that be enough Feeling wack, feeling fine Feeling bad, feeling tough Out of space, out of luck Out of line, out of touch No matter how I feel Well it really aint enough I wonder how I’m keeping up I wonder if I’m floating up I’m on a quest to seek enough I always end up feeling rough If I knew what to do I don’t know about you I’d be looking all my feelings through Hard pressed, shower less, and I feel like a mess Upset, powerless to the voice in my head Fuck my feelings they’re all all over the place I think I’m fine and then I’m just feeling insane I fear a lot for when I turn to the stars But death defines the lines that draw out just who we are If you’re feeling scared too well I don’t know what to do Only thing you can prove is how to be you If I knew what to do I don’t know about you I’d be looking all my feelings through

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If the Lake beckons..
would you dare to Sink?

I'm Tim Lake

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released December 31, 2020

Recorded and produced by Infinity Meter
Mastered by Shoot To Ill
Album cover by Jacob Panzer
Photo by Abi Karl

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