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Tired
03:04
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I try to add how I think of myself
To expectations of love
But that's not going so well
I paint a picture where I'm just not enough
And when things get too tough
I tend to just give up
Tired of giving up
Tired of giving up
I can't see another way to get me out
If you know what to say I'd love to try and hear you out
Tired of giving up
Tired of giving up
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I really need to move my chair up
Its fucking high tide
I really feel the need to tear up
And start from inside
You become what you weren’t
And I hear it just starts real slow
You realize yourself
And wonder what happened years ago
I’m just sinking down
Sinking down into the lake
As the water surrounds,
I can feel myself take up space
I can’t believe what I see when I look into the water and nothing looks back
I can’t unsee what I didn’t, tried a little bit and my brain waves crash
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Floating By The Clues
03:24
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Go ahead and float him my way
You speak for him and tellem to say
I’ll follow him where ever he goes
And just to trust him on an impulse
Impulse impulse, what’s it take for me to get simple
Insult insult, all it takes for me to get injured
Take from me, take from me, I don’t what I used to be
Look at me, you gotta see, some clues how I used to be
It doesn’t really matter how I can feel
there’s plenty situations that feel real
Take from me, take from me, I don’t what I used to be
Look at me, you gotta see, some clues how I used to be
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Boundered
02:39
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Its hard to set boundaries when you’re always around me
Im losing myself inside but I look happy
I’m just a normal guy but then there’s you and I
There’s you and I
Look in my eyes
Im feeling something
Every day
For you and I
Growing pains, up near my brain
I start to hear your voice again, like im insane
These crashing waves, they’re all the same,
They come into my life again, why should I stay
I try to set boundaries, you tear them down around me
You’re using my little mind to make you happy
I’m not that fucking dumb, I hope you’re having fun
Throwing shade, up in your face
You start to hear my voice for once, and that’s insane
These crashing waves, they’re all the same,
They come into my life again, why should I stay
Growing pains, up near my brain
I start to hear your voice again, like im insane
These crashing waves, they’re all the same,
They come into my life again, why should I stay
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...Or Something
03:30
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Looking up through the ice, it looks alright
My blood is cold, and my veins are too tight
I’m wide awake but paralyzed
I imagine situations, where I feel alright
I know its coming
I feel it coming
But I can’t wait for that
I’ll just do drugs or something
Its a hard hard feeling
When you keep repeating
The same ways that you’re dealing
I’ll just do drugs or something
Did I have a good day
Its hard to say
It all looks the same
When everything’s grey
I’m alive but unwell
And suffice to say
It’s impossible to tell,
What’s a good day?
Its a hard hard feeling
When you keep repeating
The same ways that you’re dealing
I’ll just do drugs or something
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Dead Weight
02:56
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Too few of my moments
Feel right without adding
A little something on top
I tend to do that a lot
And I think about my time lost
Too loose with the Substance
Couldn’t find my way with a Compass
I Feel like, every where I’m stumbling
seems like, a whole lot of nothing b
Dead weight, I'm feeling great
I can’t escape, I can’t escape
I can’t remember
When I felt full of energy
It makes me feel like everything is slipping out from under me
I can’t tell where I’m going, can’t tell if I'm growing, the vibe is unknowing
Doesn’t seem like I’m floating, I'm sinking without knowing
Dead weight, I'm feeling great
I can’t escape, I can’t escape
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Haha
03:22
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I’m right there but I don’t care
I wanna disappear from the thin air
I really wish I could figure it out
But It seems my brain don’t stop when I’m bottoming out
I’m sick of hating myself but to heal I feel doubt
I wanna hear myself but I muted my sound
I wanna find myself but I’ve felt all around
If it doesn’t slow down I’ll fill a hole in the ground
Haha, I’m fine tho
my feelings aint reliable
It’s almost like I can’t
Depend on who I am
There’s bricks on my chest and I’m feeling unrest
One moment I’m fine I dont know about the next
The feeling changes all the time it never quite sets
I’m feeling overwhelmed, I’m stuck in my head
I’m messed up again and again, when does it end
These tears in my brain feel impossible to mend
I fight with my feelings, to infinity they tend
Can I tell someone, well it depends
Haha, I’m fine tho
my feelings aint reliable
It’s almost like I can’t
Depend on who I am
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Couldn't That Be Enough?
03:23
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When I move my mouth and the bubbles come out
I feel reminded of what life’s about
I’ll be wasting my time feeling helpless
I’d be wasting my time chasing excess
This is fine I’m alive couldnt that be enough
Feeling wack, feeling fine
Feeling bad, feeling tough
Out of space, out of luck
Out of line, out of touch
No matter how I feel
Well it really aint enough
I wonder how I’m keeping up
I wonder if I’m floating up
I’m on a quest to seek enough
I always end up feeling rough
If I knew what to do I don’t know about you
I’d be looking all my feelings through
Hard pressed, shower less, and I feel like a mess
Upset, powerless to the voice in my head
Fuck my feelings they’re all all over the place
I think I’m fine and then I’m just feeling insane
I fear a lot for when I turn to the stars
But death defines the lines that draw out just who we are
If you’re feeling scared too well I don’t know what to do
Only thing you can prove is how to be you
If I knew what to do I don’t know about you
I’d be looking all my feelings through
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